I'm back!

Did very stupid things today, ugh.

Swore never to text/ contact him again but I did. Someone slap me please. K now I really promise myself that that's the last. I'm never gonna do it again.

Anyway, dinner with the No Goodbyes dancers was good :) 7 of us managed to squeeze into Chong Guang's little Honda Civic hehehe. Photos will be up on Facebook soon!

Suddenly craving for BBQ-ed chicken wings sialxzxzzzz. Wanna go 85! Haven't been there for ages. Shall bring mummy there when I get my car! And yupppppp I'm gonna go car hunting again soon. Hoping and praying hard that I'll see one that I likeeeeee.

Meanwhile, I'm gonna mug. No sleep for me tonight cause I've been a lazy girl the whole of last night and this afternoon zzz

Been having a lot of dreams recently.

2 quotes that I read and would like to share:

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy; they just promised it'd be worth it."

“If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you truly loved the first one, you wouldn’t love another. There are four questions of value in life… What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same. Only love.”

I need to be strongerrrrrrrr.

Wake up dear, don't believe in this shit anymore. You know you're stronger than this.

And one day, I'll make you regret everything that you've said to me today

I don't believe in fairytales. Anymore.

It's about time I realise that this time round, there's no turning back

Lost a friend. Again.

3 years back, when I lost a friend, that was what brought the 2 of us together. And now I've lost you

We were never meant to be

This has been dragging on for way too long.

I.NEED.TO.MAKE.A.DECISION.

Zzz nice one Yip Sze Wan. I thought you just made a decision a few days back. And again a few days before the few days. And another a few days before the few days before the few days.

Lost all motivation to blog, hahaha. I need some help from the gods. We're going to baibai soon, mummy says I can go there to get divination lots. What a good idea

Never quite understood what people meant by "It's Complicated" or "In an Open Relationship". How complicated can complicated be? It's just a relationship. You're either together, or you're not. And how can anyone be in an open relationship? What does it mean by open anyway? But now I do. Now I understand fully. Cause I think I'm both